I am destructive.
I am everything you're afraid to admit to yourself. I have a lot of introspective moments and a lot of dorky moments. Take me as I am or watch me as I go.
a bottle of sleeping pills
taken in hopes
of reaching that final sleep
she changed her muddled mind
with a lurch she felt what it meant to be almost dead
dry mouth panic stumbling fear
shaking sickness voices
hallucinations of people who weren’t there
an ambulance ride to a hospital